Malam Tahun Baru

Malam itu, aku hendak bersuara mengajukan semua uneg-unegku dan pikiran-pikiranku padaNya.. Tetapi mulutku terbungkam

Aku hendak berkata-kata...Tetapi aku terdiam. Saat ku-suarakan kata-kataku, aku terhenti di tengah-tengahnya

Aku tak mampu lanjutkan perkataanku dan keluhanku...Aku bukan siapa-siapa.. Aku bukan seperti Ayub, seperti di kotbah kemarin Minggu. Kesusahanku bukan sampai seperti Ayub.. :) it's true..

PS: mungkin klo spt Ayub, baru bisa protes-protes kali yahh.. gk nyampe kesono kok.. :D

Setiap org punya takarannya masing2.. we can't never tell that ... "ohhh, ur problem is too simple compare to mine", God put it according to His will, He put it in such a way that each of us can bear the problem one another..

To have such a huge or big problem, is not something to be proud of .. compare to others who has less problem than us.. Vice Versa.
But each is appointed by His will to bear one another when they are in problems.

The "Big problem guy" is get the love and the comfort from the "Less problem guy". The "Less problem guy" is ought to learn something out of the struggle and the perseverance from the "Big problem guy".. - Galatians 6:2-6 and Hebrew 12:12

Pada akhirnya, Engkaulah Tuhan dan Siapakah aku ini? Hendak melayangkan pertanyaan bertubi-tubi kearahmu?

Dalam posisi apapun, Engkaulah yg berencana atas hidupku Dan aku tahu Apapun itu semuanya adalah yang TerBaik dari Engkau

Aku hendak bersuara. Menyuarakan pertanyaan: Kenapa, Tuhan??
Aku hendak bersuara. Mengatakan deklarasi: Aku capek, Tuhan!

Tetapi Dia hanya berkata: "Will u walk that road again, Yely??"
Then I said Whattt ??? He said: "Yeahh.. Will u walk that road again .. with Me?"

Huaaaaaaaaa...... emberrrlah Yelyyy... nuangisss..hikss... hikss... 1001-11 ngocorr semua dahhhhhh...

How come U said so, Lord ?

U're asking me the question, U're d one who drop the question for me, then how can i refuse such request from U ??

It's an honor and privilege to walk again with U.. How can I refuse that, even though i know this time, it might be more difficult than before.

What can I hold more in my life? Little by little U take my precious things that I know will hinder our relationship. U clean my room, U make over my closet n my bed. U are the designer now...

Yes, i shall walk that road again with U, God. I hold on to Ur promise that U shall company me, U shall hold my hand n U shall never leave me alone .. Thanks 4 that God. 4 keeping Ur promise 4 Ur daughter :)